Victory

I have been through so much in my life that has changed the person that I am. At one point I was angry, distant, disconnected, and depressed. Suicidal and experimenting was my choice of drug. One night I had a dream that I was going to jump off a tall building to kill myself and a black hand came from out of the sky and caught me. I stopped trying to kill myself but became dependent. I went from one relationship to another thinking that this would fill that emptiness that I felt, but it never did. After I divorced my first husband, I started trying to figure out who I was. In the process, I made bad choices in relationships which caused me to harden my heart to the next person that I would date. After 4 years, I married again. I feel that I went into the relationship head first and beacause of the speedy ness of the marriage, it ended abruptly. Although I am still friends with them both, I still had to figure out who I was. I found a man when I was with my exhusband who loved me unconditionally. Excepting my flaws and forgiving me when I am weak. He encourages me when I need it, leads in the right paths, and listen to me when I talk to Him. He holds me when I am sad and corrects me when I am wrong. He gives me peace beyond understanding and an amount of wisdom and faith that I never knew I had. He brings out the best in me and only wants the best for me. He has shown me who I am and what I am worth. I love Him and adore Him, and will forever. His name is Jesus Christ. No matter what I am dealing with in my life right now and in the future, I know that He has my back so I will always have the victory!